randomenesssss

weather in melb has been so weid..
up n down n up n down...
sometimes its lik 29 and sometimes like 15...
so is it still winter or summer?!?!

well well swot vac is starting....
so intense.. 5 more exams within 2weeks...
but i feel less stressful this sem.. somehow*
at least i dun have "that" problem anymore
sicne we are not even living in same place anymore
so happy abt it..^______^ hehe newayz...

praying for someone important to me being in hospital...
hez having surgery next week.. >____<
may god bless him with his richest blessing...
For I am convinced that neither death nor life,

*Neither angels nor demons,
Neither the present or the future,
Nor any powers,
Neither height nor depth,
Nor anything else in all creation,
Will be able to separate us from the
Love of God that is in Christ Jesus
[Roman 8:38-39]*


good luck on all exams &
assignments eveyone!!
+oil !!!

surprise!!

mwahahaha...
our little surprise was successful yesterday!
jap disco dance part 2! yay*
with new pplz so abit modified version ♡♡♡
alot of ppl thot we were juss singing da [spritied away] song..

thanx to rei & dhivia for hiding our plan!
and thanx for neil & hugh being so tall helping us hide n change*


>>asuka. erina. keiko. maori. ayaka. grace & kaori<<
*sigh* none of us are coming bak to ih next year~



~kaori & kana ~♡~ rina & kana ~



me n alan... the softball & baseball second base rookies!!
hehe..we play same position lor*



me & kana~ happier than ever..
especially compare to the time during cafe!!
it was the shittiest time in our life.. now so different!

happi

我...很高興的...
很幸福的...
不可以不再微笑...

with countless helps and precious support from friends*

me with pretty kana~ her hair was so nice leh~
we decided to go down for dinner..since its our last one*
so much similar things happened for us...
we went through alot together, and yes, we managed to hold ourselves together.
i dunno what i wud have been right now without her.. so much thanx to her*

last.day!

haiyooo... first year is nearly ending... it was so quick...

today was our last prac in werribee ^___^
we were supposed to have another one on thusday..
but somehow got cancelles so........ A DAY OFF!!
for the first time this semester...! yayyyyyy*


eva. hillary. elaine& sayo.


calf waiting for his mommy.. so cute!


pregnant cattle...so biiiiiig stomach >_<

last time taking train back..
will miss the 1 hour trip of just random talks and sharing lunch*

with elaine & sayo.

im.over

many ppl has been telling me i look more happier and 'lively' after a week in adelaide...
yes... defintely... for many many reasons...

released from suffering pain and stress completely... intensive days of assignments/ classes/ works ofcourse... and after all the ignorance by who i thout was my best friend and she continuously treating me as if i never exist in her sight... now i realise and knows the meaning of what other ppl told me about her: forget abt her, u got a better ppl to care for.. yah.. i guess its true, why shud i care for someone that doesnt care abt me.. and ofcourse since i had to still deal with someone who onli knows to break promises...

i was almost hitting da pt where i dun wanna deal with any of these crap...
and at the best timing aug06 came..
6nights 7 days of no bad things... no stress from studies... no pressures from anyone...

sure there were moments full of pressures and stress over losing, but come on.. its a sport competition, what it matters is that we did our best without giving up and got 3rd. what was important was we played by whole with strong bonds.. the respect between teammates and need for each other,its something that is slightly different from normal friendship.. sharing the same tears, sharing the same victory, sharing the same difficult times.. and at the same time, pumping up each other, encouraging and cheering each other.. i was saved by so many of "shake it off, erina. ".. being new to team, i was scared i wudnt be a much of help, but none of the seniors or even other freshers were like that..

i realli did recieve alot from this trip to adelaide... it was something that i wanted and wanted so badly for so long.. somewhere i can belong and at that place, fully be able to express myself and being accepted...

and someone who i can stay with and be happy with.. and let me out of this darkness, pull me out to the shine... someone that can accpet me... could be the one.. maybe someone that is able to open up my heart with no fear...

can i..?

wud i get hurt if i try to love u...?

maybe i will... like always... but i dunno whats so special abt u...

a.walk.to.remember.

aug. adelaide. second base. baseball&softball games. rookie challenge. 6 nights. hundcuff game. cocktail party. team melbourne uni. sleep over. bus trips to fields. stanford plaza hotel. yummy thai food team dinner. chatting in the bus stop. freezing way back. drinking games. room 616. 13th floor. muscle ache. warm helpout. sneaking out at midnight. friday night out. unexpected things. walk to hotel. river side walk. changing color fountain. flu from the cold. endless smiles.

thanx.for.changing.me.

^______^