happi(?) new yr..

looking forward with da course- not the workload but the fact we get to do more stuff closer to becoming a vet.. :) hope i wont fail~.. but i duno if im looking forward this yr with all other stuff..

but feel like everything is decided by my course rite now..

keep on thinking if i was doing other courses.. why is vet so intense.. abit tired of always thinking abt vet...

i can stay in main campus.. ill be having so much more time off studying.. not having 10exams crammed in 3 weeks.. not to b isolated from other faculties.. having actual holiday without worrying abt working experience (17weeks!! dats like most of our holidays GONE.. )..

even where i live is onli becoz of da course... other wise therez no way i want to stay here..so far frm city.. so far frm everything.. so far frm da person i want to see every day...

cant be the same any more.. cant just pop up at his place randomly.. cant go ur place after uni.. cant go to uni together nemore.. cant study in library together.. cant come over when im crying.. cant come to my room in 5minutes..... i dunno wat to do frm this yr.. didnt kno every small things were meaning so much to me.. ill miss u so much..