missing..

there are some people in life that

make you laugh a little louder,

smile a little bigger,

and just live a little better.

you

One day, our wish will be the only thing I need...

If we stay together, we won’t have to be weak.
If I could always be with at the place you are, I wouldn’t need anything else.. But when you’re not here in this place, I see how my world stops turning
Some times, I sort of thought, that there’s no happiness, other than here...
Can people love someone, and then forge that person, and then love another person?
We couldn’t be together from the very beginning..so we will never be together at the end
Because we meet half way we don’t haveto bother with those useless efforts
I want to be with you, with you... Ive always wanted to be with you...
I’ll never forget you...
I embrace our moments in my heart...

so tru.

The Ten Commandments of Dog Ownership
犬の十戒 （犬の飼い主のための十戒）

1. My life is likely to last ten to fifteen years. Any separation from you will be painful for me. Remember that before you buy me.
私の一生は１０～１５年くらいしかありません ほんのわずかな時間でも貴方と離れていることは辛いのです 私のことを買う（飼う）前にどうかそのことを考えて下さい。

2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.
私が「貴方が私に望んでいること」を理解できるようになるまで時間を与えてください。

3. Place your trust in me-it's crucial to mywell-being.
私を信頼して下さい．．．それだけで私は幸せなのです。

4. Don't be angry at me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your entertainment and your friends. I have only you.
私を長時間叱ったり、罰として閉じ込めたりしないで下さい 貴方には仕事や楽しみがありますし、友達だっているでしょう でも．．．私には貴方だけしかいないのです。

5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words, I understand your voice when its speaking to me.
時には私に話しかけて下さい たとえ貴方の言葉を理解できなくても、 私に話しかけている貴方の声で 理解しています。

6. Be aware that however you treat me, I'll never forget it.
貴方がどれほど私を扱っても私がそれを忘れないだろうということに気づいてください。

7. Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones of your hand but that I choose not to bite you.
私を叩く前に思い出して下さい 私には貴方の手の骨を簡単に噛み砕くことができる歯があるけれど 私は貴方を噛まないように決めている事を。

8. Before you scold me for being uncooperative, obstinate or lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, or I've been out in the sun too long, or my heart is getting old and weak.
言うことをきかない、頑固だ、怠け者だとしかる前に私がそうなる原因が何かないかと 貴方自身に問い掛けてみて下さい。 適切な食餌をあげなかったのでは？日中太陽が 照りつけている外に長時間放置していたのかも？ 心臓が年をとるにつれて弱っては いないだろうか？

9. Take care of me when I get old; you, too, willgrow old.
私が年をとってもどうか世話をして下さい 貴方も同じように年をとるのです。

10. Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say, "I can't bear to watch it, or, "Let it happen in my absence." Everything is easier for me if you arethere. Remember, I love you.
最期の旅立ちの時には、そばにいて私を見送って下さい 「見ているのが辛いから」とか 「私の居ないところで逝かせてあげて」なんて 言わないで欲しいのです 。 貴方が側にいてくれるだけで、 私にはどんなことでも安らかに受け入れられます そして．．．．．．どうか忘れないで下さい 私が貴方を愛していることを。

happi(?) new yr..

looking forward with da course- not the workload but the fact we get to do more stuff closer to becoming a vet.. :) hope i wont fail~.. but i duno if im looking forward this yr with all other stuff..

but feel like everything is decided by my course rite now..

keep on thinking if i was doing other courses.. why is vet so intense.. abit tired of always thinking abt vet...

i can stay in main campus.. ill be having so much more time off studying.. not having 10exams crammed in 3 weeks.. not to b isolated from other faculties.. having actual holiday without worrying abt working experience (17weeks!! dats like most of our holidays GONE.. )..

even where i live is onli becoz of da course... other wise therez no way i want to stay here..so far frm city.. so far frm everything.. so far frm da person i want to see every day...

cant be the same any more.. cant just pop up at his place randomly.. cant go ur place after uni.. cant go to uni together nemore.. cant study in library together.. cant come over when im crying.. cant come to my room in 5minutes..... i dunno wat to do frm this yr.. didnt kno every small things were meaning so much to me.. ill miss u so much..